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I chose Life

 

 I left my twins dad a few times before leaving him for good because I was not one to give up, he was a good person with a big problem, alcoholism.

 The pregnancy and birth of our twins was a blessing and wonderful experience . We would both talk to them when they were in utero .

 He was in the delivery room and was handed our daughter Jessica when she was born first, they layed her brother accross me when he made his arrival 10 minutes later. Two babies! It was incredible !! We were both so happy and he was a hands on dad from the get go, feeding and burping them,walking the floors and never complaining. But he continued with the drinking in spite of my wishes and demands he give it up for them.

 To not sway away from the story I am going to tell , I will leave our battles and bitter ending to myself .

 When my twins Jessica and John were 18 months old ,I became pregnant again by their dad .I knew right away that I could not handle another newborn by myself with what by the time the baby would be born would be 2 year old twins. They required a lot of attention,we were very close, emotionally,physically and financially and to have another needy newborn would have forced me to spread myself very thin between the three of them.

         I decided adoption from the moment the pregnancy test results came in . I asked my girlfriend who never married if she wanted to adopt but she was employed and did not want the baby raised in a childcare center so she said no. Then I called the Mormon church where I use to belong because they were wonderful people and very loving parents. I no longer believed in the church but I knew my baby would be raised in a Christian Church and be treated well and be loved. I knew I would have no worries when we parted. So, I asked a member if she knew any couple who would be willing to adopt,within a day I got a call from 'D' ( the woman) . We talked for an hour, it was funny how she was trying to sell herself as the future mother of my baby. I liked her and we talked a lot, I accepted her to adopt my baby that would be born in 9 months . We talked a few times a week,she was so nervous,afraid to be excited, afraid I would change my mind . I continuously tried to calm her worries telling her I had my own two babies to care for and they were more than enough . I referred to this baby as 'D' and 'T' ( The couple) I did not bond with it, never called it mine. I would call her and tell her how her baby was doing after my doctors appointments, she had a dream it would be a boy, when the doctors could tell during the ultrasound what sex it was, she was surprised when I called her and told her they were having a girl. To talk to this future mother of my baby was an enriching experience, she was unable to have children and a few adoptions fell thru .I really feel for woman who want a baby so bad and cannot have one. My own sister in law went thru 5 years of fertility treatments and 4 miscarriages before she was able to have 3 children.

       ' D' and 'T' were afraid to buy anything, here I was in my 6th month talking to her just about every other day doing everything I could to convince her I was not going to change my mind. The baby I was carrying was theirs and they would be her parents for life, not me. She finally exclaimed they bought a rocking chair ( sure, a piece of furniture they could use anywhere, what about ' THE CRIB' ?

        All during this waiting, their dad and I were filling out the adoption packets sent to us by their lawyer .So much paperwork but we got it done and returned it. She asked if I could gather photos of all of us to show her daughter someday, she was going to raise her knowing she was 'chosen' by them so I decided to make a scrapbook instead. Loading it with pictures of her siblings, their father and me, poems, letters etc. it was great fun to make it . Got it done in time.  Well, my water broke about 2 weeks before due date, my mom was still at work so I walked around with water being released everywhere, finally my mom arrived to stay with the twins and her husband took me to the hospital . I called 'D' as soon as I got into the predelivery room and we talked thru the long impossible 12 hour labor, they gave me pitocin to bring on labor and nothing was happening . I was nasty and complaining loudly. I think my uterus was so expanded from the previous twin pregnancy that it would not contract hard enough to push this baby out.

          Allthough the babies mom and I formed a great relationship, for some reason she didnt want to be in the room to watch the birth, she said it would have been too emotional .I think she feared once I gave birth I would see the baby and change my mind and she just could not handle it so I told her she may as well stay home until we knew it was coming, she was 45 minutes away .

          So,the time came, they would not give me ANYTHING ,they said it was too late ( I begged for an epidural) when I was admitted and they said it would be given but because of the 12 hour sluggish labor I think they were afraid it would have slowed down progress even more.

          Meanwhile 'D' and 'T' were on their way and I was told of their arrival. They waited in the bonding room. The delivery of their baby was HELL.

 I screamed like I was being butchered alive, a few very bad contractions and one piercing scream by me, the baby came out screaming too. I watched them take her over to the table to check her and clean her, the poor thing was screaming so loud I just asked to hold her . I didnt tell her 'D' I held her until weeks later.

          Got back to my room and showered and their dad showed up for a visit at my home and my mom told him I was at the hospital so he came into the room and the hospital let him sleep on the sofa for the night. When we woke up in the am the nurse brought me a gift from D and T with a beautiful letter attached and I gave the nurse my scrapbook to give to them. They were with the baby already in the bonding room.

           Once I knew they went home I asked the nurse to bring the baby to me .So the nurse came in and left and John and I spent individual time with her ,I layed her on the bed in front of me, unwrapped her to look at her fingers and toes, picked her up and sang songs and a prayer and wished her a happy life. Pictures were taken, then John held her and I left the room after taking a few pictures.

            Then I called the nurse back to take her away, the nurse sat down afterwards and said ' You are allowed to cry' ,I said 'I am not sad, the baby belongs to them, not me, my babies are home' .The nurse was surprised. This event was perhaps the most memorable ,most special event in my life to give the 'Gift of Life' to a woman who wanted so much to have a baby and couldnt. To know I was able to do something like this for a wonderful couple. It made me happy and thankful . We decided she would send me a pic at 6 months and one year , She needed to feel like the babies mother and if I asked for a picture every year, she would be constantly reminded of me, her babies birthmom . She wound up writing those most beautiful letters to me along with the pictures and a picture of Jesus and the children that hangs in her room so I could hang it my twins room.

 

            This was the outcome of a good choice, LIFE. I have no clue, there is no reason why anybody cannot choose LIFE with an unwanted pregnancy. It takes just 9 months to have a baby and there are so many women unable to have children that would do anything to adopt one .

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Murder By Choice ?

Murder By Choice ?

The subject of abortion is coming up often with the fear that Obama is going to overturn the crime of partial birth abortion. It is not an irrational fear but he has mentioned he would  create a global women's comprehensive health care program that would enable women from all over the world to obtain abortions and our government will fund them.

            I feel this to be more of a deliberate assault on the Christian right than a woman's right to choose issue. The left wing party of the Democrats find the Christian right despicable, they are fed up with God and Bibles in the political arena, they intensely fight and argue against us that our values have no place in our schools, politics and government buildings even though I have not heard many cases of Christians trying to ram religion down the throats of others. None of them will come out forcefully to support abortion or gay marriage . We hear 'It's a woman's right to choose' or ' Civil unions'.
They are uncomfortable actively supporting those issues while fiercely blaming prejudice on gay rights and a woman's right to choose on the Christian right. It is easier for them to place blame on 'The God people' than coming out strongly in defense for them. 
             The far left have been protesting wars, women's rights, gay rights since the 60's . None of their protesting has been successful.They are still protesting war, they are still protesting for gay rights and they are still protesting a woman's right to choose. Some of these issues make it into court and the people speak against what they want and they still continue to protest . How many dead ends will they drive into ? Who is actually listening to them ? Since the 60's, nobody is paying them any attention .They are a small ration of what represents American's . When will they just get it ?
             I am against abortion. I am against bringing a viable fetus halfway out of the birth canal ,all but it's head, the body warm and limbs moving because it is alive .
    This is a woman's right to choose, this is what the far left Democrat Party want woman to be able to choose for their 'mistake'.
 
1.Guided by ultrasound, the abortionist grabs the baby's leg with forceps.
2.The baby's leg is pulled out into the birth canal.
3.The abortionist delivers the baby's entire body, except for the head.
4.The abortionist jams scissors into the baby's skull. The scissors are then opened to enlarge the hole.
5.The scissors are removed and a suction catheter is inserted. The child's brains are sucked out, causing the skull to collapse. The dead baby is then removed.
 
             It is beyond me how any woman can lay there
             and allow her baby to be murdered this way.
             It is beyond me how a doctor
             who is suppose to save lives can
             actually commit this violent
             act against a defenseless  viable newborn.
 
     President Bush stopped this barbaric act .
     Barack Hussein Obama is going to overturn it.
 
 
              Why is so hard for a woman to just
               carry her baby to term, give birth to it
                and let another family take care her
                  baby so her baby can live it's life instead
                     of being murdered by CHOICE ?
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For the first time in my adult life ' I am proud of my country' .....once said Mrs.Obama

       What will she be  proud of ? Will she be proud when her husband  signs the bill that

        makes taxes so high for small businesses that they are forced to shut down ? Will that make her proud

     when millions of American's saved, borrowed and suffered to get their businesses started only to lose them

     to a Liberal Politician who is hell bent in destroying middle class America ? Will she be proud when the

     wealthy are forced to take care of the lazy freeloaders ? Will she be proud of her country when her

     husband signs the bill to overturn partial birth abortion ? Will she be proud when our government funds

     those abortions enabling thousands more abortions to be performed every day ? Little babies that could

     have lived and will never be . Will that make her so proud ?

     Will she be proud when her husband changes our Constitution ?  A document that is over 200 years old ?

      Will our right to free speech be violated with threats of punishment ? Will American's have to hand over 

     their guns and have no more Constitutional right to bear arms ? Will she be so proud of her husband

     for screwing up everything that is right and good in America ?

     She may be very proud of her husband but for the very first time in my adult life I am not proud of my

     country . I am not proud that the majority of American's chose to vote for this man, BHO on election Day

      instead of voting for a War Hero, a POW who truely loves his country ? What does that tell us about the

       majority of the America people ? Oh, let me count the words that desribe them . Stupid, misinformed,

     brainwashed, anti patriotic, racist,anti -God to name a few.

      For the first time in my adult life I am dismayed and fear what is to become of America ,the America

       I grew up in and learned to love . The country to be proud of and greatful to be a part of .

     The greatest country in the world will be changed forever for the worse because some insane anti American

      poitician has an evil agenda that has been set aside in the waiting for years , this is insane and this

      wrong and anything to stop this man, anything would be so welcomed .

 

 

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My America

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So,liberals, wanna talk about forcing our MORAL CODE down YOUR throat ....BRING IT ON !!!!!

Tell Me Again How It's The People On The Right Trying To Force Our Morality Down Other People Throat.

        THE PEOPLE VOTED BUT IT SEEMS THE GAYS HAVE A PROBLEM WITH WHAT THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE IN CALIFORNIA WANT. NO GAY MARRIAGE. BUT THEY ARE ACTING LIKE ASSES DISRUPTING BUSINESS, CHURCH SERVICES AND STOMPING ON CROSSES AND ATTACKING CHRISTIANS .

 SO WHO IS IMPOSING WHAT HERE?

               THE PEOPLE SPOKE.

        I AM GETTING A BIT SICK OF THE LEFT TRYING TO IMPOSE THEIR SINS ON US. 

         THE LEFT ARE ANTI GOD

 IT REALLY BUGS THEM THAT GOD'S NAME IS ANYWHERE THAT THEY MAY HAVE TO CATCH A GLIMPSE OF BUT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO ACCEPT THE IMMORALITY OF SODOMY, PROSTITUTION, PORNOGRAPHY, INCEST, ABORTION.

 BUT THE LEFT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE WORDS 'UNDER GOD'.

  Like it really bugs the hell out of them to hear the words 'Under God', sure it does.

  It reminds them of the possibility that maybe, just maybe there really is a God and then they would have to worry how that God sees them and what that God may say one day to them.

 The left hate rules, regulations, well not all rules, they hate rules when it sensors them.

The left have no problem with porn mags being sold at newstands, they have no problem with prostitutes standing on street corners, they have no problem with infidelity, 'Bill Clinton did nothing wrong',

They have no problem with my daughter going to the school nurse to pick up a package of birth control pills or to send her to an abortion clinic without my consent.

Sex should be freely accessable for everybody, just make sure you dont wind up with a 'MISTAKE'. Burn those bras, slip on a condom,fool around, have fun....Wait for marriage ? Are those Christian fanatics  kidding ?  Come near us and see if we are kidding .

 The left complain about 'Christmas trees', 'Under God', ' In God we trust' ........and they claim we are pushing our beliefs on them ? What about the evilness and sins  they are pushing on us and our children?

Oh,that is okay because it's their way.

I am so sorry lefties, that does not play with me at all. LEAVE MY KIDS ALONE OR THERE WILL BE HELL TO PAY.

Infiltrate the schools with your pathetic warped agenda and there will be

HELL TO PAY.

HAVE YOUR OWN KIDS INSTEAD OF ABORTING THEM AND SCREW YOUR OWN KIDS UP.

LEAVE MY KIDS ALONE !!!!!!!!!

 THE LEFT DENY THERE IS A HEAVEN AND A HELL, THEY QUESTION DOES GOD EXIST . THE LEFT WANT TO BE FREE TO LIVE THEIR IMMORAL LIVES WITHOUT A BUNCH OF SHOULD NOTS INSTRUCTIONS FROM GOD, THEY HATE RULES, RELIGION IS TOO DIFFICULT FOR THEM TO LIVE BY SO THEY PRETEND IT IS NOT REAL.

  IF THEY 'GET GOD' THAT MEANS THEIR PERVERSIONS AND SINS WILL BE IN QUESTION .

   IT MEANS THEY WILL HAVE TO ANSWER TO GOD. SO IT IS EASIER FOR THEM TO DENY THERE IS A GOD. AND THEN THEY TAKE MATTERS AGAINST GOD TO THE NEXT LEVEL BY BASHING CHRISTIANS, COMMITTING SEXUAL SINS, SUPPORTING THE PARTY THAT AIDES IN THE DESTRUCTION OF LIFE BY ABORTION ,CONDONES HOMOSEXUALITY . THE LEFT WILL BE SURPRISED TO FIND OUT THERE IS A HEAVEN, A HELL AND GOD IS VERY REAL AND IF THEY DO NOT STOP LIVING THE LIVES THEY DO AND BEING A CARD CARRYING MEMBER OF THE CULTURE OF DEATH PARTY THEY WILL GO TO HELL WITH NO WAY OUT.

THEY CAN   DENY ALL THEY WANT TO MAKE THEIR LIVES EASIER TO LIVE  THRU. THEY WILL BE SHOCKED IN THE END TO FIND OUT OTHERWISE.

 

 

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Ask President to pardon border patrol agents

I am urging President George W. Bush to pardon US Border Patrol agents Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean.
         Please contact President Bush and tell him to pardon these two men
               don't think that your say wont matter, every email, every phone call
                    will matter. We cannot let these two men to sit in jail for 10 more years.

comments@whitehouse.gov
 
 

White House Comment line :

202-456-1111
 

 

Eagle Forum, a pro-family group founded in 1972 by Phyllis Schlafly, a national leader of the conservative movement and author of 20 books on subjects ranging from family to feminism, is urging President George W. Bush to pardon US Border Patrol agents Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean.

Ramos and Compean are in prison right now, serving 11- and 12-year long prison sentences for what many cite as simply doing their jobs as U.S. Border Guards.


Ramos' and Compean's odyssey with the law began on a workday on February 17, 2005, near El Paso, Texas. Ramos and Compean were guarding the Mexican border during the regular course of their job and intercepted a van that contained almost 750 pounds of
marijuana being smuggled over the border for sale to U.S. citizens. Ramos and Compean tried to stop the drug smuggler, who was engaged in the illegal activity of smuggling drugs over the border from Mexico to the U.S.

In their attempt to stop the illegal drug smuggler, Ramos and Compean fired their guns. The guards were convicted for allegedly shooting one bullet into the buttocks of the drug-smuggler. The two U.S. Border Guards were also charged with failing to report the discharge of their firearms.

In the statement issued by the Eagle Forum today, the pro-family group calls the prosecution of the two U.S. Border Guards a miscarriage of justice not an activity deserving of the jail sentences handed down to the two men who were doing their jobs, protecting the border. "So much has come out since the Ramos and Compean trial which proves that the decision to criminally prosecute them was a gross miscarriage of justice," Eagle Forum President and Founder, Phyllis Schlafly says. "Their alleged violation, if true, deserved only an administrative reprimand!"
 
 
 
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IF YOU DONT WANT SOCIALISM

Twas the night before elections
And all through the town
Tempers were flaring
Emotions all up and down!

I, in my bathrobe
With a cat in my lap
Had cut off the TV
Tired of political crap.

When all of a sudden
There arose such a noise
I peered out of my window
Saw Obama and his boys

They had come for my wallet
They wanted my pay
To give to the others
Who had not worked a day!

He snatched up my money
And quick as a wink
Jumped back on his bandwagon
As I gagged from the stink

He then rallied his henchmen
Who were pulling his cart
I could tell they were out
To tear my country apart!

' On Fannie, on Freddie,
On Biden and Ayers!
On Acorn, On Pelosi'
He screamed at the pairs!

They took off for his cause
And as he flew out of sight
I heard him laugh at the nation
Who wouldn't stand up and fight!

So I leave you to think
On this one final note-
IF YOU DONT WANT SOCIALISM
GET OUT AND VOTE!!!!
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Lashing at Liberals

 
Everytime somebody gets in the dems way, they go out of their way to ruin them, it must have been that thug training in the worse decade in US History , those 60's , when a bunch of bratty liberals were throwing temper tantrums 'pretending' to protest the war when what they were really  doing is throwing hissy fits because they were too damn whimpy and scared of being drafted themselves ,The lefties never cared about our troops in any wars, it was all about them not wanting to be forced to go to war ,fake doctors notes, leaving the country, signing into mental institutions ...........Anything that could make them put down their toy guns and shoot a real gun .
They carried on, civil disobedience, broke windows, rioted, destroyed property,started fires and worshiped people like Bill Ayers, yes, Bill Ayers is a hero to them, he did what they were too scared to do, Bill Ayers took it to a higher level and made bombs to make his point. All the while the whole stupid pathetic bunch had the nerve to cry foul when a few kids from Kent were shot down because they failed to abide by the law. Liberals hate laws, they would love to do as they please without consequences, and being forced to be men and actually fight in a war was without giving them a choice .
    The drippy drugged hippies ruined our country, divided us and ever since it has been US against THEM. They have anger, resentment, low self esteem and in my opinion they are morons.
     They complained about President Bush' FISA Bill.........oh they cried VIOLATION OF PRIVACY. Oh please give ME a freaking break, ENOUGH of these lies,this out of control double standard bull that is going on. A dems son went into Sarahs email  in an attempt to dig up dirt, Obama sent tons of lawyers to ALASKA to find dirt, Joe the plumbers personal info was looked into, ....liberals are really something. If you asked one to explain what is wrong with this picture,, you would get 50 replies,
 50 different replies they would point out it is a completely different thing that they do compared to what Bush does, well I got news for them. They are liars and it is a big difference, Bush enables agencies to keep us safe, liberals enable themselves to access info to seek and destroy, damn, how do they ever  people even get up in the morning? Voting fraud, destroying or attempting to destroy any opposition ,anybody who questions them, insults them or talks up to them . How do they do it and live with themselves ? They never apologize for any wrongs, they think they are right about everything, I got news for them, FLASH !!! Liberals are brain dead anti social narcissistic spoiled little brats who never achieved adulthood but lavished being coddled by mommy and to this day they replicate the temper tantrum of a two year old,  stuck in their adult bodies, it sure is hard to get down on the floor kicking and thrashing their arms and legs but I am certain if they could ,they would.
 They think they are entiltled, they think they should be paid back for being victims of society, they think they are owed.
 They are very willing to continue breaking laws, blaming this one or that one ,never ever taking repsonsibilty for anything, they would turn our country into a Communist nightmare insisting it is what the 'majority of Americans want'.
THE MAJORITY OF AMERICANS DO NOT ACCEPT COMMUNISM , The always right out of touch liberals heard a speech from Obama and that is all it took. And lets not forget those chills up and down their legs. No vetting, nothing.
 Proves how unreliable they are. So we have a newscaster in Florida and  Philly forcing them to answer the questions that should have been asked 6 months ago and what do we get in return ?  Invasion of privacy of the very worse kind and lets not forget, they call us racist . Oh,please, the race card means nothing because they played it way too much that the American people see right thru it. And they said Bush was invading the privacy of the American people ? Clearly they have lost it.
 The American people need to get these ineffective, unqualified ,self serving Democrats out of their Congressional seats by the 2010 elections, watch them screw up from Day 1,they have no clue, they lack substance and principles and are a threat to our Country. We need to make liberalism a crime punishable by waterboarding. Enough is enough already, I am sick of the double standards .LEAVE and DO NOT
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AMERICA, You better look toward the light


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MSNBCAPREUTERSAFPPOLITCO
FTTIMEWASHPOSTNEWSWEEK:
CAN THEY ALL BE WRONG?

 

 

yes they are !!! and it may very well be too late and if all the lies,fraud and manipulating


this election since Hillary by the MSM, THEY WILL SOON SEE THE HELL THEY ARE


GOING TO LIVE IN AND HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO SURVIVE. LIBERALS THINK THIS IS


JUST A RACIST JOKE BUT IT GOES DEEP, DEEPER THEN THEY WANT TO TRAVEL


BECAUSE THEY RATHER LIVE IN A PROTECTIVE BUBBLE OF DEDICATION OF A MAN


WHO GIVES THEM GOOSEBUMPS UP THER LEG.
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