Posted by
Babs on Thursday, January 01, 2009 4:30:45 AM
This is a story of an unborn child, perhaps 6 weeks away from birth
How can anybody not call this a brutal murder of an innocent baby ?
How can anybody vote for somebody
who is going to overturn partial birth abortion
which allows this brutal murder of a baby capable of sustaining life ?
If you have, you are signing your name to the bill that accepts this
ABORTION IS MURDER !!!!
I hear a voice, it is such a lovely sweet voice, I hear it often , it is close by, when I hear it, it sends vibrations
that surround me, along with this sweet voice, I hear a thumping sound even closer to me. The voice I hear is my mommys voice and the thumping sound is her heart .
I am in a bag filled with water, floating freely about . It is a warm, cozy, safe place where I will live and grow until I am too big to stay any longer and begin my journey to be born to this mother whose voice I hear and whose heart beats so close to me .
I call this place my water world, it was created just for me . I am very tiny now and have much work to do, my heart is forming, my tiny brain is growing, my face has eyes, ears ,a nose and a mouth . I have everything I need to survive outside in the real world but right now everything is just too tiny so I must grow and grow and grow so I can meet my mommy and look into her face and watch her voice talking to me.
It sounds very noisy out there , I hear so many sounds, soft sounds, loud sounds, happy sounds and also scary sounds.
Every time my mommy moves it sends me into a wave of motion that lulls me to sleep . Sometimes I hear a loud noise that awakens me and I get scared . I dont like this scary noise . My mommy is talking to somebody else and it makes her voice turn scary ,I dont quite hear the words because my hearing is not very good yet but I know it is not a happy sound , I try to go to sleep to shut the sounds out, my little water world keeps me safe and I sleep well here especially when Mommy moves , the water makes gentle waves that rock me to sleep .
Every day that goes by I grow bigger and bigger, I can see and hear much better now .
Today I heard my mommy singing a song, it was a sad but pretty song, I hope one day she will sing to me.
It is getting kind of crampy in here ,I am having a hard time moving like I use to , I can turn but it is a little difficult ,I am growing pretty fast now . I can hear really good, my mommys heart beats loud and fast and instead of just feeling vibrations when my mommy moves, I kind of get bumped around . I have tiny hands and little fingers that I can clasp together, I can touch my face and suck my thumb. I can stretch my arms and legs out and push my little feet against my water wall . I wonder if my mommy can feel me moving around in here.?
I am sleeping more and more now getting myself ready to make the long and difficult journey into the other world to meet my mommy. I am very excited about discovering what living out there is like but I think I might miss my safe, little water world . I am glad to be able to have a little time here left.
My mommys voice is different today, she is talking to somebody else about having to make a big decision by next week . It sounds like something really bad and she is not happy . The other person is telling her she better be sure before she gets rid of it that its the right decision . I dont know what they are talking about . I dont know what my mommy needs to get rid of . I dont like the sound of her voice right now so I am going to close my eyes and go to sleep, maybe when I awaken, I will hear my mommy singing again. I sure hope so .
I awaken to more noise, now more people are talking to mommy, this sounds very serious . They seem to be mad at my mommy telling her not to do it. My mommy said it was mistake and she just couldnt go thru with it. I dont know what kind of mistake my mommy could possibly have made but I sure hope she can make it better so I can hear her lovely, sweet voice once again. It has been awhile she sounded happy and I miss that .
I wish I could make my mommy happy, she is very mad and I dont like her voice, I want her to sing again and stop the loud voice that scares me so much, my time is almost up here in my water world, I have turned upside down to prepare to leave here very soon . I dont move very much, I sleep a lot to rest up for my journey. My mommy lays down a lot too, I suppose she is resting up for the big day too.
I was awakened by the sound of many voices talking at once, they were telling mommy not to worry, they would take care of everything and that she would not feel too much pain once they took it out . They were not making any sense at all .Why would my mommy want to get rid of something that was going to cause her pain ? I listened and my mommy was upset and sounded worried about what they were doing.
They keep telling her to lay back and relax so they could take care of her problem. Everything went quit and still. I listened really hard and I couldnt hear anything. Maybe mommy fell asleep and is all better now . Maybe they took care of it , now Mommy can be happy again and I will hear her lovely sweet voice again.
What was that ? What happened? Oww that hurts me, something is pushing into me thru my water wall, something hard and sharp is trying to poke thru the wall . What is happening? I AM SCARED!!! MOMMY?! Where is mommy ? I want it to stop.I want the sharp thing to get away from me, what is happening ? My water is disappearing, I am having trouble breathing, MOMMY? What is happening? Stop it, stop poking my little arm, it hurts me ..go away, please get away from me..Mommy !!! Stop it, get that away from me please..My mommy screams, I am scared ,horrible sounds I hear, I dont feel safe anymore, stop it, stop what you are doing, Mommy !!! Mommy is screaming and moving and the other voices are yelling at her to be still so they can finish ..finish what ? Why are they doing thisnooo something grasped my feet, something hard and cold is grabbing at my feet and pulling at them, what are they doing, stop it please, this hurts me bad and my mommy is screaming
The sharp object is trying to turn me the other way around and there is no room for me to turn , it is pushing me, my arm hurts, the sharp object keeps poking my arm ..stop this please, this is my home , this place kept me safe for so long and now something is pulling me with great force trying to get me out, this is not the way it was suppose to be, why . .why this, what are they doing? Where is mommy ? Mommy ? Please say something mommy, tell me mommy it is going to be okay soon..
I am stuck somewhere , I am in pain, my tiny little body was torn away from its home, now it was cold my feet are being held together tightly, my arms were pulled down close to my body, I was cold and scared something horrible is happening to me ,I am stuck and I cannot breathe .I hear a faint sound telling mommy it is almost over , it will be gone soon ..what are they doing to me ? Am I what my mommy wants to get rid of ? Mommy, why do you want to get rid of me ? Why mommy are you telling them to do this to me ? Mom..I SCREAM, SCREAM .MY HEADSOMETHING SHARP WENT THRU MY HEAD.STABBING..It hurts..mommy.
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An angel picked me up and held me tightly..I looked around the room and saw Mommy laying there cryingsomebody is cleaning up mommy, I see my little tiny body, lifeless, laying on the table in a pool of blood . I am dead. My little hands and fingers no longer wiggle . I am dead.
My mommy wanted to get rid of me, why didnt she want me ? I wanted her to sing to me and now I will never hear her voice again . The angel holding me is ready to take me away to a safer better place ..I look at my little body one last time , dead , laying in a pool of blood ,never to be again